♡﹐poetry﹒﹒﹗

dilemma ‹𝟹・

known everything you said about me
and i’ll never be enough for you, will i be?
how your love shows only when you need a favour
how i suddenly become your so-called “savior”

do i love you or hate you?

no ’cause pEOPLE ARE FOLLOWING ME WHEN I DON’T POST ANYTHING??!@(!(#&*@# WHAT IS THIS? THANK YOU???

So, I wrote this long time back and couldn’t find a way to finish it? So here it is. Raw, unfinished and imperfect. But I mainly wanted to focus on a few people in my life who make me question if I love or hate them.

Does this even make sense BYE 😭😭 I’ve been writing a lot of random philosophical dialogues and I don’t know where to add them, I mean not like I’m writing a book or something, duh 🙄. Do you want me to make a post about it? (It won’t have a lot though). Let me know!

Also, WHY DO I FEEL LIKE IM FADING AWAY FROM THE BLOGOSPHERE?? I hope you guys are still there and wHY FOLLOW ME WHEN THERE’S LITERALLY NO CONTENT COMING UP? Y’ALL ARE THE BEST 😭💜



I LOVE YOU MWAH, TALK TO ME IN THE COMMENTS BC IM LONELY (JUST KIDDING) UGH WISH ME LUCK FOR TOMORROW BECAUSE I’LL BE PRESENTING THIS SONG I MADE IN FRONT OF TWO GRADES IM SO NERVOUS GOD 😭😭💜

oh yeah don’t get those hopes up too high the song is about rivers, yes.

oh god give me the strength this post is written so horribly but i still like the vibe

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13 thoughts on “dilemma ‹𝟹・

  1. I was just scrolling through my reader and was like AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH LILI IS POSTING I MUST READ I MUST READ NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW!

    You are not fading away from the blogosphere! I always look forward to your posts! I loooooooove the poem it’s amazing and so relatable and (ok yeah I’m rambling but oh well *shrugs*) you should totally write a post with things like thiiiis…

    Great post, Lili!

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      1. AAAAAAAAAAAaa i hate tests so muchh, good luck! ive been good, just gonna give my last two exams and IM DONE WITH SCHOOL (i mean atleast the academic year, heh)
        alright!

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  2. Aw you aren’t fading away from da blogsphere. Even though you don’t post much these days- We all look forward to your posts.

    “known everything you said about me
    and i’ll never be enough for you, will i be?
    how your love shows only when you need a favour
    how i suddenly become your so-called “savior” ”

    Beautiful lines Lili! Its a mini poem. Loved this! Try to post more- cause we definitely love reading your posts!

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