`🦋`．✿﹒pretty boyꜝ

i think about a thousand things as i lay in bed, 
and somehow you are always one of them. 
it's always, those hopeless scenarios, 
i'd never dare to initiate. 

why 
do i care so much about you? 
when 
you're not even mine. 
how 
are you so pretty? 

and so, my feelings about you remain, 
unvoiced, unheard, unsaid. 
it makes me happy, 
so i'd rather keep it to myself. 

why 
can't they know? 
when 
they feel the same 
how 
am i any different? 

i wonder, as i gaze towards your pretty eyes. 
would you ever know? 
how far i'd have gone for you?
because it would've been pathetic, really.

hey guys! like i promised i have so much in store for you! i hope you’re enjoying my poems ,, although im not quite sure as to how many of you actually read this.. because my follower and view counts have been dropping and additionally i get little to no comments. anyway i haven’t lost hope yet!

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